Trust and Obey
Trust and Obey. This was one of my favorite hymns growing up. Now, I’m an adult and I’ve learned this has way more meaning than just catchy song lyrics. I actually have to try to “do” the lyrics. Sometimes that can be the hardest thing. But, I’m trying. God has put so many things in place for us this year: the dry weather has made our lives so much easier in the garden; a failed farmer’s market led us to keeping honey bee hives on the farm; the neighbor’s herbicide equipment needed a repair that forced them to spray a day later when the wind was blowing in the opposite direction—away from our farm instead of towards. You may say all these things should make it easier to trust and obey. And it does. But there is still the unknown of the future.
This is the first year we have put the garden first with no real “backup plan”. It has required a great deal of trust, and has been so good for our family. Difficult! But so good. There is a calmness that comes with trusting in God’s plan. Truthfully speaking, I don’t feel as though I’ve ever experienced this before. I’ve always had a “good job” to rely on, or the good old backup plan that’s still in place. I’ve never had to fully rely on God, so I tended not to. I still have days that are full of doubts, worry, and fear for the future; but as a whole, I’ve gained a sense of freedom in knowing that we’ll be cared for by one so much greater than us.
Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Luke 12: 27
When I’m out toiling in the garden—usually pulling weeds—these little eggs have grounded me so much. Their parents are ever nearby, drawing attention away from their nest by acting as though they have a hurt wing and making their ear piercing sounds. After awhile the birds became so used to my presence that we developed a bit of an understanding, and they shrieked a little less at me. But, these four little eggs were my constant reminder of God’s protecting hand on His children. He wants the best for us, even when we can’t see what’s up ahead. So, I will not be afraid for the morrow. I will live fully for today. I will embrace the tasks that arise and soak up the moments that are all too fleeting.
My hope is for you to do the same. Do not let yourself get lost in the hustle and bustle of this life. Don’t get pulled under with constant worry and fear for the future. Today is the day we have. Trust and obey that God will care for you more than he cares for the lilies in the field.